I go to my room then I sit on my desk

You know I'm me

I am not you

And I got nothing left 

Best believe I want you but I don't want the stress 

Just want peace, let me be, so I can be the best

You don't wanna leave now I gotta flee because the buttons you press

I perceive you want me but you're just depressed 

You don't need so I fien cause you're worth the test

Don't use me cause I'll bleed out till I'm dead

You judge me cause you don't see that you're wrong instead 

Yeah I'm mean theirs no vaccine so I just lay in bed

Cause when we speak you don't hear what's inside my head

Scared you'll leave when you feel all the pain ahead

Cause what is real is you concealed and you misled

How you feel when you see me on your bed

As I heal don't you reach out like a fake friend

I appear to appeal to my audience 

Full of zeal it's surreal they wanna behead

Me cause I'm a big deal and major threat

Full of fear my eyes peel I see bloodshed

No one sees how unreal the flames have spread 

I reveal it's ideal that you really left

You agree cause you're free until this ends